I met with one of my Theological Think Tanks this week. They are men and women who live in Finland, Sweden, Prague, and Azerbaijan. We meet each month to discuss advanced theological issues and discuss strategic ministry strategies.
These 15 ministry leaders live in difficult circumstances since their countries are not particularly friendly to the evangelical faith. But their faith radiates in the darkness as they proclaim Jesus is Lord.
When I get off the Zoom call with them, I always feel a sense of joy and gratitude that I get to impact these ministry leaders. But I also have a nagging question that asks, "Is my fire still burning hot enough, or am I cooling off?”
I sense this question again when I get off the Zoom call with my Philippine Theological Think Tank. These men are fanatical about their faith and their mission for the Lord. I count it a privilege to serve these men and feel a part of the ministry they are involved in, changing the church and culture in the Philippines. But again, I ask myself - Am I sliding?
I know that I am 35 years older than these people, but I do not want that to be a convenient excuse. I want to remember the words of C.T. Studd:
When this bright world would tempt me sore, When Satan would a victory score; When self would seek to have its way, Then help me Lord, with joy to say; Only one life, ’twill soon be past, Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Serving Him with you Until He comes for us, Fred |